It’s almost the weekend and I think how fast the weeks are flying by. How time flies and what can I do to catch it better, to calm it a little. It was not very clear why or from what specific reason but I struggled this kind of deep sadness for the last few weeks. Very heavy and not optimistic mood indeed. Well from million reasons and for no reason at the same time, but that was it and I felt I could not resist it. I tried very hard to lift myself up till I realized it needs time and I…